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Charles Hamilton - The Honeymoon Is Over

I swear this is the realest love song I have ever written
This aint a love song, it’s a real song

[Chorus]
Baby, come back
Any kind of fool could see (Uh, it’s Charles Hamilton)
There was something in everything about you
Baby, come back
You can blame it all on me (Blame me, Right? Shit.)
I was wrong and I just cant live without you

[Verse 1]
Well well, here are another argument
Yeah I know, its my fault I always start the shit
This some retarded shit, calling bitches yamps on my blog and shit
Why do I think that’s not the heart of it?
You have a problem with you not me
Cause you got me, I need you aqui (here)
I look at other women and it’s you I see
I do not need to be abused by thee
You do shit for my attention, its senseless
You’re mine; period check the end of the sentence
Simone, took up so much space in my dome
I forget my own face when I roam. I’m on now
Star time, hard times are past me
I'm the driver; cryin’ time is in the backseat
So why do you insist on being in the back of me?
And you get tight when other women wanna ask for me

[Chorus]
Baby, come back
Any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby, come back
You can blame it all on me
I was wrong and I just cant live without you

[Verse 2]
Before I met you, I caught mad bodies
You mad, probably, but they mad they aint got me
Copy? I told yo ass, “Sit there cocky”
But nah you wanna black, and now you wanna chat
With some other niggas sending texts in the phone I bought you
How I know you aint showing them tricks that I taught you?
Going to see them niggas in the shit that I bought you
If I wasn’t Charles I would flip and Ike on you
This is my heart you playin’ around with
When niggas eyeball you, they want a round fist
But you’re not used to the attention I guess
As if your hands aint on that beating shit in my chest
Bitch I'm obsessed, getting no rest, turning down celebs
Burn an ounce to the head; I’m certain I’m bout to just
Let go, but no. I love you
But being alone is something that I can’t adjust to

[Chorus]
Baby, come back
Any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby, come back
You can blame it all on me
I was wrong and I just cant live without you

[Verse 3]
Keep promising better you gon’ be better
Cause you know me better, on some O.D. letter
But I feel so alone sometimes with you
So much so I bet you think I wrote this shit to diss you
This instrumental, was made out of pain
That you caused, bitch stay out my brain
Stay in my heart, I gave you a part
Love 2.0, I'm state of the art
The only thing that changed is the way that I talk
Everyday you’re in my thoughts, How could you say that I'm lost?
You call me selfish, shit I was before I met you
I let you in, how could you Not feel special?
Don’t wanna hurt you, feels like I might
To me real I can fight, but im a man kinda fly
If something does happen, blame it on rap
You can hate me I'm whack, but imma still say…

[Chorus]
Baby, come back
Any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
(Tough love, Toughen up. I love you, Charles Hamilton, One)
Baby, come back
You can blame it all on me
I was wrong and I just cant live without you

Baby, come back
Any kind of fool could see
There was something in everything about you
Baby, come back
You can blame it all on me
I was wrong and I just cant live without you

Dopeness...

How many times am i gonna post the same poem?

Until it stops being so true.

Until i stop having things to add to it.

Until it stops plaguing my mind each and every waking moment...



"Lets Spend Some Time"

Lets spend some time.

Let my... eyes inhale in your divine beauty,
because truly the smell of you on my pillow
is what helps me wake up in the morning,
reminiscing on the night before. You---
Might be more to me than some jump off,
i dont know maybe my heart has gone soft,
but i cant let this one slip away....

Is this the day where i wake up expecting to
see you, only to breathe through a sigh of
despair when you're not there?

I need you and its not fair.

From here the road to the future is not clear,
And in the past my heart has fought fear.

A losing battle, this is proving to be the
Toughest thus far.

But I WILL win this war.

Still… She belongs to no one.

You just try to hold on to her for as long as humanly possible acting on whatever feels logical.

I'm bout to go cool out to the mellow jazz soundtrack at Sweet Lorraine’s and try to forget the pain lodged in my cerebral membrane the thought of her leaving leaves me insane

the first time I felt this I nearly cried
and on the second time around I kneeled and died
from a feeling that cant be avoided by shielding eyes.

Tell me, what exactly is the appeal of lies?

I.. know that nigga cant make you as thrilled as I… Did.

So now what I don’t have, I must give
I left my heart unguarded when I gave you that rib.
But..
It’s yours, keep it.

And maybe one day it will be something that she cuddles up to sleep with
And recollect on the mornings I would greet her with a deep kiss…

Sweet lips.

That’s what I used to call her
And if all else falters. I still have the memories of our plans to stand up on that alter.

See, she gives me something worth fighting for.
Hearing her voice is like experiencing the tightest chord
played by a blind braided up man from Saginaw, Michigan.

God damn, baby you make me wonder.

You can see me under my societal shields strategically placed for saving face.
Your penetrating glare commands attention with a blazing pace, now I'm missing your amazing grace.

The memories ingrained on my gray matter may shatter what’s left of my heart, but...
I knew that from the start.

Peace.