so todays fight was again, pointless. sometimes it seems like she just starts situations so she has a reason to yell and be mad...
so today im on the phone with her around 3:30... my first time talking to her all day b/c she was ignoring my phone calls all day. Im in line to purchase a box of girl scout cookies and i tell her this. as i am trying to conduct my transaction, she starts yelling at me about how im not paying attention. i try to explain to her that i am listening to her and i was askeing her questions about the conversation. shes so busy going off on me and getting frustrated that she doesnt hear me. then she hangs up on me.
flash forward to 8-ish.
she calls me back. she immediately sounds pissed about the earlier incident. another argument ensues... this one ends on a "you can never be wrong" level. i think her twitter said "those who can never be wrong will be right. and single...
Wow! so i feel like i got dragged into this argument for no reason. in fact as she's speaking im trying to explain myself like a fucking child.
i dunno...
i feel like this wouldnt even be a thought in the back of either of our minds if we together. even though she doesnt seem to think so. i miss her... i wish i had the money to see her as much as i would like to. plane tix are so expensive. and if i spend all my money now, what will i do when it comes time to move down to N.O.? (another thing she is having second thoughts about)
on another note. ive actually been feeling better over the past couple of days. i feel like i have a new lease on life. gotta try to keep this positive energy flowing.
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