(A cpl of days ago... written in my phone, lol)
lately I cant seem to stop hurting her. Emotionally, physically or whatever. And even though its always unintentional, That doesn't change anything. She's still hurt, and i Can't ever take that pain away once shes felt it. Its like no matter what i do she ends up getting her feelings hurt, or ends up with her foot caught on the door. And any attempts to help only make matters that much worse. Maybe i just need to stop trying to be everything to everyone at the same time and focus on what im doing currently. Cuz im wearing myself thin trying to please everyone. I mean i have always been the person that just wants everyone to be happy, but at what cost? My OWN happiness? My OWN SANITY? It seems like everyone has a plan for my life except for me. everyone has an opinion on what i should do with my future. As the great method man says,
"opinions are like assholes, everybody got to have one."
So true... (Btw... When did she write in my book?) im through listening to everyone's advice but my own. Listening to what everyone else thinks instead of paying attention to what my own heart already knows. So... I will follow it. And not them.
*sigh*
it feels so good saying that.
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